Tati’s Toasts

My experience crafting in ffxiv: omg this is fun I can’t stop. Ok now I feel like screaming. Ok I’m fine now. Stops crafting for 30 days (2024-12-19)

Oooh new long hair. It’s very girly tho (2024-12-16)

Ah bleeeeeegh (2024-12-15)

I wish I could give myself a plausible job but selling art is hard (2024-12-12)

Ugh man not having a good time applying for jobs (2024-12-12)

That was supposed to say “90” minutes (2024-12-12)

Hmm I forgot about my strategy to stop myself from falling into a dissociative fugue for 9 minutes while trying to write things for job applications, so I haven’t been able to test it out yet. The strategy is just pomodoro timer but holy god I need to break the cycle of staring into space (2024-12-12)

I died like many times in that EX but I was pretty calm the whole time. Whereas in Valigarmanda the fire phase just makes me anxious just looking at it (2024-12-08)

let’s Murder!That!Bird! (2024-12-07)

Man I sure don’t like that my chest pain anxiety symptom came back (2024-12-07)

Doing a bad job managing my time tbh (2024-12-06)

If I could install crimes I would literally just give him different eyebrows and nipples ::I have problems:: (2024-12-04)

I wish it were legal to give my ffxiv character nipples but this is a japanese game lmao (2024-12-04)

An mmo is like a job but instead of trying to organize people to talk about kpis, you are trying to get people to show up to getting blasted by bird fire so they can get digital chits (2024-12-02)

A full party is more friends than I hang out with regularly in real life lmao (2024-12-02)

Man getting 8 people around on the same day for an ex trial is kinda hard ngl (2024-12-02)

The scream

Is very strong today (2024-12-02)

Today I opened up ffxiv and chose chaos (running around an au ra and then sprinting away from him) (2024-11-30)

Augh I am taking psychic damage from trying to find jobs to apply to (2024-11-29)

I applied to 1 job the first I’ve tried since February 🙃 (2024-11-29)

I’m here to be your PAL-adin tonight bdum tshh (2024-11-27)

Again with the tumblrs with insane bios. Plz someone teach these gen z/gen alpha/bizarro millennials that you DONT need to put anything this personal about yourself online (2024-11-27)

Ahhhh ghhh the malaise. It’s increasing (2024-11-27)

I should do things but I also just want to be cozy all the time (2024-11-27)

I walked around a lot and it was dark as shit at 2:30pm so I just went to sleep for an hour. #darktimes (2024-11-26)

Every time I look at jobs my brain starts filling with static like the end of the EBay house Dunkey video (2024-11-26)

The worst thing about Blender is I have to deal with like 15 years of them renaming menus so I have to always search “blender 4” or that menu is just not gonna exist (2024-11-25)

Saw a lot of electrical flashes in the distance but our power is still here (2024-11-19)

I am fuckin’ SLEEP EE. but I did do 3 job search activities hahaha (2024-11-19)

RIP everyone I exploded by Smudging into them. (2024-11-18)

I did 2 things which count as job search activities but they sure felt useless other than potentially giving me unemployment money lmao. (2024-11-18)

I like that Gone Girl was the author being like “women can be bad people too” and then recreated a bunch of misogynistic tropes. Holy self awareness Batman (2024-11-18)

Mmm love to blacklist trump supporters in limsa plaza (2024-11-16)

I need to Stop being mean to myself in public 🌝 (2024-11-13)

I have reached apotheosis of Catboy: I now have tiny denim shorts. His ass is OUT. (2024-11-13)

Unfortunately looking at jobs has put me in a depression spiral about being unemployable so that’s fun (2024-11-13)

Ok I dusted off the writing version of my resume and worked on it for 1 pomodoro block and didn’t feel like dying. Good job meee (2024-11-12)

The advantage to being a catboy is that I would be 100% freaked out by someone putting on a slutty glam for me if I was a female character but as a catboy it’s just fun. (2024-11-10)

It’s funny that most of my interactions with other players is at the Ixal quest area. It’s always just me and a really extra au ra. This guy however was the most extra and it was amazing (2024-11-10)

Wandering today (2024-11-10)

Hmmm internet bad huehue (2024-11-07)

Bluuugh (2024-11-07)

Man this week sucks lmao (2024-11-07)

Koana with a sniper rifle 👀 (2024-11-07)

Went to sleep for 2 hours accidentally because I couldn’t hear my alarm over my loud wave sounds hchchchc (2024-11-06)

Blac bloc still out there being totally useless (2024-11-06)

Anyway screw white women. They want to lock themselves up in this shit and it shows (2024-11-06)

Bruh they really just keep fumbling this. The worst party holy shit (2024-11-05)

Ugh god why are is it always like this (2024-11-05)

I wish I was as into things as much as this one person on tumblr who loves fairy shrimp (2024-11-05)